I'm home now.
Been here two weeks. Other than the first weekend where two of my best friends were having separate parties, I haven't left the house. Would you believe no one has actually invited me anywhere (other than the group party invites)? I've asked people about going out and they say yes you should come...but I really don't want to go and show up alone.
And now I seem to devote all my time to waiting for him to call/text/fb...which he doesn't but maybe once or twice later at night. I know I shouldn't be so insecure but I've become seriously obsessed with it. I get so upset/mad/sad when I text/call and there's no answer the whole entire day. Really, can't look at your phone once? But its not his fault...its mine for needing his attention and security so much. At least he has friends that want to meet up still. Though it would have been nice to be invited to Gville for the weekend. Maybe it'll all get better when I get busy with a job.
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